I didn't mean for it to go this far.
14862.) i stil love you with every inch of my heart. i cant get you out of my mind.
14880.) I don’t want to be a virgin anymore. I want to fuck. And I want to fuck bad.
14891.) i want to rub my clit against another girl’s. im straight.
14883.) I think I forgot how to love.
14920.) I’m a virgin. and everyday i crave for sex.
Jessica: I wanna fall in love
Me: Then fall in looooveeeeeee
Jessica: Help me fall in love with you
She texted me!

It was a crappy day, I stayed home. And we’re still together…always will be.

I seriously feel crushed.

Because you haven’t contacted me. I’m lost, confused, sad, broken, empty. Lost. Do you really need me? Are you seriously, completely done with me? You can’t be. Said you never would be. I don’t know what to think. I’m so ISFH*2(@($)@$*@589. Baby, text me, IM me, something. Please. Anytime now. I’ve been waiting. I miss you, baby. You’re my completion.

14492.) I feel so alone.

(via blogsecret)

i feel so alone without you. we break up twice a day. it’s really bad fighting. but we’re always there at the end of the day. we’re so in love with each other that we don’t realize anything anymore. my brain is filled with thoughts about how i hope you’re okay since we haven’t talked since 10 o clock this morning. i bet you killed yourself. i really really hope you didnt. you know that would kill me. you know that would be too stupid to even think about. i hope you didnt leave me forever. i deleted your number so i couldnt bother you. worst mistake of my life. im stuck here waiting for you to text me and say something like “i miss you.” or “I need you” or “are we really done” we arent done. we never will be, it feels like. ive never felt this way towards somebody, and have them feel the same way back. i feel alone without you here to tell me you love me. i break down everytime we break up. i can’t be without you, no matter what bullshit i throw at you. i can’t live without you anymore. i dont know how i did it before but now its the worst. i cant. i’m alone, sad, empty, heart broken without you.

14519.) The only question i have to ask: Who am i? Don’t know myself.